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Sri Brhad Bhagatamrtam
by
Srila Sanatan Goswami
Part One,
Sri Bhagavata-kripa-nirdhara
(The Search For the Lord's Mercy)
Part Two,
Sri Goloka-mahatmya
(The Glory of Sri Goloka)
Part Two Chapter Four
Chapter Four Vaikuntha
1 Sri Gopa-kumara said: Wandering
alone as I lived in the forest, when I saw the beauty of that
land, a beauty never before seen, I forgot everything as if I
were under a spell.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that this statement shows that
the land of Vraja is more glorious than any other place in the
material or spiritual worlds. Its beauty is so great it made
Gopa-kumara completely forget the realm of Vaikuntha.
2 Playfully wandering, I came to the beautiful city of Mathura.
From the brahmanas there I heard Srimad-Bhagavatam and other
scriptures.
3 After learning from them the nine-fold devotional service, I
came to this forest and suddenly saw my exalted guru.
4 He was glorious as before. Seeing me bowing before him, he,
who knew everything, happily blessed me, embraced me, and gave
me his mercy.
5 I attained his mercy. He revealed great secrets. As he taught
me, I practiced the yoga of devotional service.
6 Soon I was overcome with a flood of love. I could not do
anything. I could only chant the holy names.
7 "O Sri Krsna! Gopala! Hari! Mukunda! Govinda! O son of Nanda!
Krsna! O son of Yasoda! Life of the gopis! Lord of Radhika!
Please be kind!"
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that these ten names of the
Lord are especially dear.
8 Singing these words, again and again I called out to the Lord.
Sometimes dancing, and sometimes crying out as a madman, I
wandered here and there, forgetting my own body and everything
else.
9 Once I saw the Lord of my life before me. Running to grasp
Him, I fainted and fell, overcome with love.
10 At that moment the Lord's associates came to bring me to
Vaikuntha. I entered their airplane. Regaining consciousness, I
restlessly moved my eyes to and fro.
11-12 Seeing everything changed, I was filled with wonder. I was
comforted when I saw at my side the dear friends I had seen
before. Eclipsing the splendour of the most splendid things,
they were now riding on an incomparable, supremely splendid,
indescribable beautiful airplane.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the dear friends here are
the Lord's Vaikuntha associates he had met before.
13 I respectfully bowed before them. They embraced me and again
and again reassured me. With a hundred reasons they wished to
give me a form like theirs.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that they wished to give him a
four-armed form. "A human form is not appropriate in Vaikuntha.
In such a form you will not be happy there", is an example of
one of the reasons they gave.
14 I did not accept. instead, my own form, which has been born
on Govardhana Hill, attained spiritual qualities like
theirs.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that Gopa-kumara did not accept
the sarupya-mukti they offered. Instead, his own form became
eternal, splendid and filled with the same spiritual attributes
as theirs.
15-18 Travelling with them to Vaikuntha on a blissful,
inconceivable, supernatural path, I became embarrassed when I
glanced at the different planets and the coverings of the
universe. With folded hands and bent heads, the rulers of the
planets eagerly worshipped me with showers of flowers. As they
praised me with words of "Glory!" and as they bowed before me at
every step, I saw insignificant impersonal liberation before me,
and then, going above it, went to Shivaloka.
19 I happily bowed down before Lord Shiva and Goddess Parvati.
With a network of affectionate, respectful, and kind words, he
delighted me. Then I went to Vaikuntha, which is garlanded with
glories beyond the reach of the mind and words.
20 Then the Lord's associates said to me: "Wait outside for a
moment. We will inform the Lord, and then you may enter.
21 "Stay here and, with eyes alight with devotion for the Lord,
see the waves in this ocean of wonders never seen or heard of
before.
22 Sri Gopa-kumara said: As they went inside and I stayed
outside the gate, I saw someone come and begin to enter that
city.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the city here is Vaikuntha
and the person entering is a resident of Vaikuntha.
23 He was on a transcendental airplane that was rich with the
opulences of hundreds of universes. Singing wonderful songs and
(glorifying the Lord in) many other ways, he was filled with
happiness. His splendid handsomeness and other features were
like the Lord's.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the word "adibhih" here
means "chanting, acting in dramatic performances, and glorifying
the Lord in other ways." The word "kanti" here means that His
bodily complexion was dark and His features were like the
Lord's. The word "adyaih" here means that his youthfulness
ornaments, bracelets, handsomeness, and other features were like
the Lord's.
24 Thinking he was Lord Hari, again and again I said to him: "O
Lord, please save me! " He at once covered his ears, bowed down
before me, and stopped me with these words:
25 He said: "I am a servant. I am a servant of the servants",
and went inside. Then another person, who was more opulent and
glorious, came.
26 Seeing him, I thought he must be the Lord of the universes,
who in his pastimes had gone somewhere and was now entering his
own city.
27 Seeing me respectfully bowing down and speaking prayers as I
had before, he affectionately spoke to me as the other person
had, and then he entered the city.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that Gopa-kumara again said, "O
Lord, please save me!" and the person addressed covered his ears
and said, "I am a servant of the servants."
28-9 More persons, some alone, some in groups of two, and some
in very large groups, came, each more glorious than those
before, and entered the Lord's city. Seeing them, as before, I
dived into the ocean of awe and reverence, bowed down before
them, and offered prayers to them, but they stopped me and spoke
to me with the nectar of affectionate words, as the others had
before them.
30 Some were carrying things to offer the Lord and some,
intoxicated by the nectar of loving devotion, ran ahead.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that they were carrying
parasols, camara wisks, and other paraphernalia for worshipping
the Lord.
31 Their minds and senses were intent on their own specific
services. They were decorated with pastimes of the bliss of
wonderful services.
32-3 All their limbs decorated the decorations they wore. They
were as glorious as the Lord Himself. Bowing down and reciting
prayers, they acted wonderfully. They enjoyed a wonder of great
pastimes, as emperors do. They yearned to see the lotus feet of
the Lord, the goddess of fortune's husband.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that their handsomeness and
other virtues were like those of the Lord of Vaikuntha Himself.
Their wonderful activities included chanting and dancing. As an
emperor's doorkeepers and other servants eat, drink, and enjoy
in royal style, so did they.
34 Some came with associates, some with paraphernalia, and some
with both associates and paraphernalia.
35 Some merged their associates and paraphernalia in their own
selves and became like penniless solitary sages plunged in the
nectar of meditation.
36 Some moment by moment manifested different wonderful and
charming forms, each opulent with different and wonderful
ornaments, features and pastimes.
37 Some were humans, some monkeys, some demigods, some demons,
and some sages. Others carried the marks of being initiated in
the orders of varna and asrama.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the forms of the Vaikuntha
residents are all eternal and full of knowledge and bliss. They
were not actually humans, or any of these other forms.
38 Some were like Indra, Candra, or the other demigods. Some had
three eyes, some four heads, and some four arms, some eight
arms, and some a thousand faces.
39 I will tell you the reason for this great wonder: How can
they who taste the nectar of devotion to Lord Krsna not be
handsome?
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that Hanuman, Jambavan, and
others were handsome because of their devotion to the
Lord.
40-1 The glories of Vaikuntha's residents, who are all beyond
the material world of five elements, of Vaikunthaloka, and of
Vaikuntha's hero, cannot be described with the examples drawn
from the world of five elements.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that Vaikuntha's residents are
eternal and full of knowledge and bliss. They cannot be
described with examples drawn from the world of matter. The hero
of Vaikuntha here is the Lord.
42-3 O brahmana, because you are a resident of the material
world, and because your thoughts and vision are placed within
the material world, I have used material examples so certain
things may be easily understood. I pray that Lord Hari will
forgive any offenses I have committed because of this.
44 The residents of Vaikuntha are all equal. Then again, among
them there are gradations of higher and lower. There is no
contradiction in this.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that although the residents of
Vaikuntha have different powers and opulences, each, according
to his own desire, employs all his powers and opulences in
serving the Lord.
45 For them there is no envy nor any other fault. They have
thousands of natural, eternal, transcendental virtues.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that this is described by Lord
Brahma in Srimad Bhagavatam 3.15.18-19.
46 Although in external vision they may be seen as materialists
eager for material pleasure, the liberated souls worship their
feet.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that this is described in
Srimad-Bhagavatam 3.15.17 and 3.15.20.
47 Although they never accept material forms, they do playfully
manifest many wonderful forms appropriate for the Lord's
pastimes.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that they do this to please the
Lord.
48 Although they are different, they all have the same nature.
That place, its many airplanes, and everything there, are all
like that.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that in Vaikuntha everything is
eternal and full of knowledge and bliss. Because everything
there is spiritual, it is, in one sense, all one. Still, variety
is manifested as a natural feature of the lord's pastimes. In
this way everything there is simultaneously one and
different.
49 Sometimes everything there seems made of gold and jewels, and
sometimes they seem made of solidified moonlight.
50 With power given by the Lord, this place can be understood to
a certain extent. It cannot be understood in any other way. The
material mind has no power to grasp the truth of it.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that because it is spiritual,
it cannot be understood by the material mind.
51 No one can understand it without having seen it. Only in this
way can one properly describe it.
52 For they who see (Vaikuntha) the happiness of seeing the
impersonal Brahman becomes very insignificant. It stops, as if
it were embarrassed.
53-4 Self-satisfied impersonalists, whose desires are all
fulfilled, and who have renounced everything, when they have the
association of Vaishnavas give up everything they have learned
and attained, and, understanding what is really valuable and
what is worthless, enter the path of devotional service. I have
personally seen this very clearly.
55 Seeing them coming and going, I thought: "If His servants are
like this, what is the Lord like?"
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that Gopa-kumara saw that the
servants of the Lord of Vaikuntha were glorious with
handsomeness, opulences, powers and many other things. He
wondered: "How glorious must be the person they serve!"
56-7 Dragged by joy, I stood and then I sat down as I waited by
the gate. Then by the Lord's associates I was quickly brought
inside. Then I saw a wonder of wonders. Even Lord Ananta with
His thousands of mouths could not describe it in the time of
Brahma's life.
58 There were gate after gate, and at each gate there were
gatekeepers as before. Each time the gatekeepers informed their
master and then allowed me to enter.
59-60 As I went to each gate I saw there was one leader to whom
the gatekeepers bowed down. I thought this must be the Lord of
the universes and I also bowed down to him and glorified him
again and again.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that this leader was the
supervisor of the gatekeepers.
61 Then the Lord's affectionate associates described to me the
Lord's uncommon features and taught me how to glorify and
worship Him.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the gatekeepers described
the Lord's Srivatsa mark and other features.
62-3 Passing through many very wonderful and colourful gates, I
came to a very glorious palace, its feet served by many other
palaces. This one palace was most excellent. It was flooded with
glory. It was more splendid than millions of suns and moons. It
charmed the eyes and the heart.
64-5 Inside I saw, far away, on a regal golden throne glistening
with many jewels, happily sitting on a splendid white
swan-cushion, handsome as a splendid moon, and His left elbow
resting on a soft cushion, the supremely opulent and eternally
youthful Lord of Vaikuntha...
66 ...who with His sweetly handsome limbs' glory, which eclipsed
the glory of new clouds, decorated His ornaments of jewels and
gold, His garments and His scented ointments...
67 ...whose splendid and broad four arms were decorated with
bracelets and armlets, who wore two yellow silk garments, the
circle of whose cheeks had beautiful earrings...
68 ...whose broad chest was decorated with the Kaustubha jewel,
whose conchshell neck held a strand of pearls, the moon of whose
face held the nectar of a charming smile, the lotus of whose
eyes glittered with wonderful glances...
69 ...whose eyebrows danced with great mercy, to whom the
goddess of fortune, appropriately staying at His left side,
respectfully offered prayers, who took and chewed sublime
betelnuts...
70 ...whose glorious laughter was illumined by a row of white
jasmine-flower teeth breaking through the glory of the red bimba
fruits of His lips, the waves of whose joking words charmed His
devotees' hearts...
71 ...whom Goddess Dharani, holding a leaf in her hand, and
splashing Him with waves of sidelong glances, worshipped again
and again, whom the Sudarsana-cakra and other handsome weapons,
bearing auspicious markings on their heads, served...
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that Goddess Dharani held a
leaf to collect betelnuts after the Lord had chewed them. The
Lord's club, conch, sword, and bow were among the weapons
worshipping Him.
72 ...whom many servants glorious as the Lord and their hands
splendid with camara wisks, fans, slippers and other beautiful
paraphernalia, respectfully surrounded and served...
73 ...whom Sesa, Garuda, Visvaksena, and many other important
associates, their folded palms placed on reverentially bowed
heads, worshipped with wonderful words...
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that this is described in
Srimad-Bhagavatam 8.21.16-17.
74 ...whom Sri Narada worshipped with graceful artistry of
wonderful singing, dancing, and vina music, who joked and
laughed with His beloved Laksmi and Dharani...
75 ...and who, to fill with bliss the devotees whose hearts were
fixed on Him alone, placed on them His splendid and wonderful
lotus feet.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that this is described in
Srimad-Bhagavatam 3.8.26.
76 Filled with bliss by seeing Him and forgetting the
instructions of the Lord's associates, I called out "O Gopala! O
my life!" Shedding tears, I ran to embrace Him.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the Lord's associates had
instructed him to offer prayers.
77 Held by some wise associates and standing behind the Lord, I
piteously begged with many plaintive words, and then, overcome
with love, I fainted unconscious in the Lord's presence.
78 They quickly picked me up and I regained consciousness. Tears
blocked my eyes. Carefully wiping the tears with my hands, I
opened my eyes.
79 Then I heard the most merciful and affectionate Lord, in a
deep soft voice, say some words beginning with: "Be calm. Come,
child, at once."
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that some of the other words
the Lord spoke were: "Give up this awe and reverence. Come and
talk with Me."
80 Then I attained the ultimate happiness. Again and again I
danced as a man possessed. the Lord's associates carefully made
me calm down.
81 Then, the Lord said: Welcome! Welcome! Child, it is so
fortunate, so fortunate, that you are here with Me. For so long
I have longed to see you.
82 Dear friend, somehow you passed many births without coming to
see Me.
83 Hoping that in this, in this, in this, in this birth you
would turn to Me, I danced as a fool.
84 Brother, I could not find a pretext to bring you to My abode
and still protect the ancient rules of religion.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that had Gopa-kumara chanted
the holy name, even as Ajamila and others had done, the Lord
could have brought him to His abode.
85-6 Seeing that you had not attained My mercy, I became
overcome with mercy for you. Ignoring the rules of karma, I gave
you a birth on Govardhana Hill, My favourite place, and then, O
dear friend, I became your guru, who was named Jayanta.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that this is described in
Srimad-Bhagavatam 2.7.42.
87 Today you have suddenly fulfilled my long-cherished desire.
Please stay here always and make Me happy.
88 Sri Gopa-kumara said: Intoxicated by drinking the sweet
nectar of the Lord's words, I did not have the power to recite
any prayers, to understand anything, or to do anything.
89 In the Lord's presence came some cowherd boys like myself,
who were playing flutes. Very affectionate, they took me in
their midst and encouraged me to play the flute.
90 In many ways playing on my favourite flute from Govardhana
Hill, I pleased Lord Madhava, who is an ocean of artistic skill
and a treasure-house of mercy, and who was surrounded by His
associates.
91 At a certain time they all left. By the goddess of fortune's
order they took me outside, although I was not willing to
go.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that this was the time for the
Lord to take His meal.
92 Great opulences surrounded me, but I shunned them. I stayed
as a cowherd boy, as I had been before.
93 The opulences there have forms of eternity, knowledge and
bliss. They are independent and are manifest as they like.
94 Whether opulences are manifested or not, humbleness is
present as a natural feature in Vaikuntha.
95 By the great strength of my previous activities, I considered
humble worship of the Lord eternal happiness.
96 Then in my heart I decided that, by the Lord's mercy, I had
attained the highest fruit of all I had done in all my
births.
97 What rare happiness! What a glorious place! What a wonderful
Lord! What wonderful mercy!
98 By the Lord's mercy I fanned Him with a camara wisk and
performed other personal services. When I played the flute His
glance brought me eternal bliss.
99 By the strength of my previous actions sometimes I would call
out, "O Krsna! O Gopala!" again and again.
100 With many prayers I would always sing the great glories of
the Lord's pastimes in Gokula.
101 Smiling and laughing, the residents of Vaikuntha took me
outside and, their hearts melting with love, again and again
spoke to me many words of instruction.
102 The residents of Vaikuntha said: Don't address the Lord of
Lord's in that way. Don't praise Him in that way. With elegant
verses you should praise His real, limitless greatness.
103 To kill the demons and protect the others, the Lord cheated
Kamsa and disguised Himself as a cowherd boy.
104 The devotees do not take these disguises of the Lord very
seriously. In the beginning of devotional service it may be
right, but we do not glorify the Lord in that way.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that this is described in
Srimad-Bhagavatam 2.7.53.
105 Then some of them said: The Lord, whose pastimes are
difficult to understand, has pastimes like that. There is no
fault in glorifying Him in that way.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that pastimes discussed here
are pastimes like the Lord's protecting the cows. These pastimes
are not like His creation of the material universes. They have
no contact with the illusory potency maya. Someone here may
protest: "When the Lord protects the cows sometimes He is stung
by brambles as He wanders in the forest. What kind of happy
pastime is that?" This objection is answered here by the word
"durbodha-caritasya". Because the Lord is the supreme
controller, it is not possible to understand His activities
perfectly.
106-7 Then some great souls,, rebuked them all and said: Ah! Why
do you speak as fools? Out of love for His devotees, Lord Krsna
will do anything. Glorifying His deeds is a great virtue. It
pleases the Lord.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the Lord Himself
says:
"To enjoy pastimes with My devotees I act in many ways."
108 These words made me first embarrassed and then pleased.
Still my heart was not perfectly satisfied.
109 Because I could not see my worshipable Lord Gopala's lotus
feet, form, pastimes and everything else, I became like a poor
wretch.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the "everything else" here
refers to the Lord's associates, paraphernalia, mercy and other
features.
110 Then I saw the Lord of Vaikuntha, who is the crest-jewel of
the all-knowing, become Krsna, the joy of Nanda. I saw Laksmi
and Dhara become Radhika and Candravali and the Lord's
associates become the boys of Vraja.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that this was not a vision in
meditation. Gopa-kumara actually saw this.
111 When I could no longer see the Lord enjoying pastimes in the
land of Vraja with His associates, my heart became
unhappy.
112 Sometimes I would see Him enjoying pastimes with the cows in
the gardens there. But then again I would see Him as before, as
a master sitting on His throne.
113 Still, because I was aware that He is the Supreme Lord,
because I could remember coming to Vaikuntha, and because of the
presence of a great awe and reverence that killed spontaneous
love, my heart was not satisfied.
114 In meditation, by Lord Gopaladeva's mercy, I would embrace
Him, kiss Him, and enjoy pastimes with Him in many ways. Now
that the Lord was present before my eyes, I was unhappy, for
although I desired these things, I could not attain them.
115 Sometimes the Lord would go to a secluded place with His
intimate associates. Then everyone else would lament for not
seeing the Lord.
116 I asked what the Lord was doing. Concealing what they knew,
as if it were a great secret, no one told me clearly.
117 At that moment the Lord of the universes appeared and was
visible again. Then that lamentation died and an ocean of joy
overflowed.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that this is described in
Srimad-Bhagavatam 3.11.37.
118 The glory of that place killed whatever suffering stayed in
my heart as the sun kills the darkness.
119 Whenever my heart became unhappy, as it had been many times
before when it could not attain its desire, I considered what
was the cause of this malady, and the perfection of Vaikuntha
cured it at once.
120 (I said to my mind:) Nothing is better than residence in
Vaikuntha. Don't doubt. For what more could you ask?
121 O fickle mind, leave your restless nature far behind. No
result is better than this. Think about the hundreds of reasons
for this and become peaceful.
122 As I was explaining this (to my mind) I saw that I was made
of eternity, knowledge and bliss and that I eternally
experienced wonderful, intense, transcendental bliss by
worshipping the Lord in Vaikunthaloka.
123 In this way sometimes happy and sometimes distressed, I
lived in Vaikuntha. One day Narada saw me in a secluded
place.
124 He, who is the crest-jewel of the merciful,, who is the
friend of the vina, who is very dear to the Lord, and who is an
ocean of the nectar of devotion to Him, touched my head with his
hand and blessed me, saying:
125 Lord Narada said: O son of a gopa, O object of the Lord of
Vaikuntha's mercy, I can see by the withering of your face and
other symptoms that you are as unhappy as a very wretched
person.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the other symptoms include
a vacant expression in his eyes and sighing in his breath.
126 What is the reason for your unhappiness? Please tell. I am
very eager to know it. I have not seen anyone like that
here.
127 Sri Gopa-kumara said: Then to Narada, who was exalted, who
was the best of friends, and who was like my own guru, I told
all that was in my heart.
128 After hearing everything, he sighed, moved his eyes
everywhere, pulled me to his side, and spoke very slowly and
with great compassion.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that Narada moved his eyes
everywhere, that is to say He looked in every direction, because
he was about to reveal a great secret.
129 Sri Narada said: That no place is better than Vaikuntha, the
opinion you hold for many reasons is the truth. It is not
otherwise.
130 You wish to see the pastimes of your worshipable Lord
directly, pastimes you have seen only in meditation.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the worshipable Lord here
is Lord Madana-Gopala.
131 His pastimes bring great bliss. They charm the heart and are
filled with the greatest love. They are the greatest secret.
They are attained only by the great love of Vraja's people. They
are not easy for those like me to attain.
132 His pastimes are splendidly manifest in a certain realm that
attracts its own devotees and is situated somewhere above
everything. By devotedly worshipping the Lord of the universes
you have come to Vaikuntha. How can you see these pastimes
here?
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the words "above
everything" means "above all material and spiritual
worlds."
133 How can these very confidential pastimes be manifest here in
Vaikuntha, which manifests the Lord's supreme opulence?
134 Give up all lamentation and see that the Lord of Vaikuntha
is the same as your worshipable Deity (Madana-Gopala). Don't
think of Them as two different persons.
135 Then even here you will attain limitless, transcendental,
eternally increasing bliss that fills your heart.
136 Sri Gopa-kumara said: With limitless yearning I wished to
hear with my ears whatever of these truths could come in the
range of my understanding.
137-8 Overcome with awe and shyness, I could not ask him about
them. Then he, the best of the all-knowing and the best of the
Lord's devotees, understanding all that was in my heart,, to
please both my ears and his tongue, briefly revealed
everything.
139 Sri Narada said: Don't think that the animals, birds, trees,
vines, shrubs, grass and other things you have seen here are
made of the darkness of matter.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the cows, horses,
elephants, and other animals, and the paravatas, kokilas and
other birds and the mandaras, kundas and other trees, vines, and
other things in Vaikunthaloka are not material.
140 They are Lord Krsna's personal associates and their forms
are eternal and full of knowledge and bliss. To enjoy the bliss
of serving the Lord in many wonderful ways, they assume these
forms.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that in the Third Canto of
Srimad-Bhagavatam, Lord Brahma explains that the birds, bees,
trees, vines and other beings in Vaikuntha are not
material.
141-4 According to the specific form and nature of the Supreme
Lord that they worship, meditate on as their beloved, the
devotees attain a form like the Lord's. In this way they
manifest many different forms and opulences. They have forms
like the Lord's incarnations, as humans, sages, demigods, and
philosophers, and as the Lord's incarnations as Matsya, Kurma,
Varaha, Nrsimha, Vamana, Shiva, Brahma, Indra, Sesa, Surya,
Vayu, Vahni, and many other forms. They also attain four-handed
forms, and still other forms, with the specific garments and
features of the Lord.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the devotees' attaining a
form like the Lord's is described in Srimad-Bhagavatam 2.9.11.
The Lord's human forms include Lord Ramacandra, His sage forms
include Lord Kapila, His demigod forms includes Lord Satyasena,
and His philosopher forms include Lord Parasurama.
145-6 The form and features of the Lord one worshipped in
worshipping Lord Krsna's lotus feet one attains when he enters
Vaikuntha at the end. All those features of the Lord become dear
to him. These nectar mellows of the Lord please him.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the forms and features of
the Lord are the Lord's incarnations, such as Lord Ramacandra
and Lord Kapila. By worshipping Them in the material world one
is able to see Them in Vaikuntha. The words "at the end" here
mean "at the end of one's stay in the cycle of repeated birth
and death". The word "rasena" means "by engaging in the
different kinds of devotional service, which begin with
glorifying the Lord."
147 In Vaikuntha everyone sees the Supreme Lord, Narayana, who
manifests various forms appropriate to each person.
148 Worshipping the Lord as they had before, the devotees always
attain the newer and newer limitless bliss of devotional service
here in Vaikuntha.
149-50 These supremely faithful great souls see, now surrounded
by all extraordinary associates, whose handsomeness pleases the
heart and mind, the same Lord they had worshipped before, and as
before they desire to serve Him eternally.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that each form of the Lord is
surrounded by His own specific associates. In this way, for
example, Lord Ramacandra is surrounded by His own associates
headed by Sita-devi and Laksmana.
151 Worshipping their own Lords in (Ayodhya) City and other
places, the devotees become happy.
152 The devotees' faith and love is not placed in one form
alone. The Lord has many forms and each form is served by
certain devotees.
153 All who devotedly chant the eight-syllable mantra and other
mantras glorifying the goddess of fortune's husband attain
Vaikuntha at the body's end.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that this is described by
Parasara Muni in the Vishnu Purana:
They who attain the sun, the moon, and the other celestial
planets again return to the lower worlds, but they who meditate
on the twelve-syllable mantra never return.
154 They attain as much happiness as they could wish, a
happiness greater than they had known before. Because they taste
different kinds of the nectar of devotional service, they are
different, being more or less advanced in devotional
service.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the word "rasa" here means
the different kinds of devotional service, which begin with
hearing and chanting the glories of the Lord.
155-7 The Lord happily appears as Nara and Narayana Rsis,
Dattatreya, Parasurama, Kapila, and other incarnations, all of
them jewels decorating the earth. In Svargaloka and other
celestial worlds He appears as Vishnu the Lord of sacrifices,
and other incarnations you have personally seen. He also appears
as Matsya, Kurma, Maha-Varaha, Sriman Nrsimha, Vamana and many
other incarnations, all bearing different names, all with forms
of eternity, knowledge and bliss, and all simultaneously
different and eternally one.
158 That these incarnations of the Lord are different persons is
an illusion. They are not different persons as the individual
spirit souls are different persons. The Lord's potency shows His
incarnations to be different persons so He can enjoy different
transcendental pastimes. The devotees are different persons
because that is their actual nature.
159 The variety of the Lord's forms is not like the sun's
reflections on the water. The Lord's forms are like the sun
shining as one in the sky but seen as many by people in
different places
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that a person in one place sees
the sun as shining near a certain tree and another person in a
different place far away sees the same sun as shining near a
different tree. In this way the two persons see the same to be
present in two different places. They see two different suns
although one sun shines in the sky. This example shows how the
one Supreme Lord is seen as having different forms and
characteristics.
160 As transcendental knowledge and the bliss it brings are
simultaneously the same and different, so the Supreme Lord and
His many incarnations are simultaneously the same and different.
That is clearly so.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the spiritual nature of
the Lord's incarnations is described in the Varaha Purana:
"The lord's form is not material. It is not made of flesh, fat
and bones. Because He is neither a yogi nor a demigod, the
infallible Supreme Lord has an eternal spiritual form."
The Maha-varaha Purana explains:
"The transcendental forms of the Supreme Personality of Godhead
are eternal and imperishable. They were not created at a certain
point, and they are never to be destroyed. They are not products
of the material energy.
"All the forms of the Supreme Personality of Godhead are
completely filled with transcendental bliss, knowledge and all
auspicious qualities. These spiritual forms of the Lord are free
from all material defects."
"They do not lack anything. Nothing is greater than they. They
have all transcendental virtues. For the Supreme Personality of
Godhead there is no difference between Himself and His
form."
161-2 As in a dream one may go to different places, so Lord
Krsna, His associates, and His abode are seen as many although
they are also one. The variety and the oneness are both true.
When one form of Lord Krsna is pleased, then all His forms
become pleased.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that by worshipping one form of
Lord Krsna all His forms are also worshipped.
163 Sri Krsna is the only Lord of Vaikuntha. To please His
devotees He manifests different forms in different places.
164 Brahma saw this when he stole Lord Krsna's boys and calves
in Vrndavana, and I myself saw it when I wandered through the
palaces in Dvaraka.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that these pastimes are
described in Srimad-Bhagavatam 10.13.54, 10.14.18, 10.69.2-3,
and 10.69.41.
165 The Supreme Lord's potency is wonderful and inconceivable.
Still, it is not a secret to His pure devotees.
166 The one Supreme Lord ate simultaneously the many meals His
thousands of queens offered simultaneously. Each queen saw her
husband and thought: "He has taken His meal from me first. Now
He eats."
167 Sometimes, because of the entrance of the Lord's potencies
in certain individual spirit souls, empowered incarnations
appear. The wise think these incarnations to be like the Lord
Himself.
168 As Lord Krsna (expands in many incarnations) so does Goddess
Maha-Laksmi, His eternal beloved, whose form is filled with
eternity, knowledge and bliss.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that this is described in
Vishnu Purana:
"O best of the brahmanas, Lord Vishnu's transcendental potency,
Srimati Laksmi-devi, is His constant faithful companion. She is
eternal and she is the mother of the entire material universe.
She is all-pervading, just as Lord Vishnu is."
"Laksmi-devi appears in different forms corresponding to the
forms of Lord Vishnu. When the Lord appears as a demigod, she
assumes a demigod-like form, and when He appears in a human-like
form, she assumes a human-like form."
169 Devoted to Him, she always stays on the Lord's chest. As
Lord Krsna manifests His different incarnations, she manifests
her incarnations as His devoted consorts.
170 She is like a great mystic perfection among the other
goddesses of fortune. She is the queen of all opulences. As the
giver of material opulences, she is neglected by the devotees,
the liberated and they who aspire for liberation.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that because the sense
pleasures that come from material opulences obstruct the path of
liberation and spiritual advancement, the transcendentalists
neglect this feature of the goddess of fortune.
171 Everywhere it is said that she, being very fickle, arranges
that the newest devotees become most dear to the Lord.
172 Dharani-devi and others are also dear to the Lord. The
Lord's potency is also dear to Him.
173 Sometimes she is called Maha-vibhuti, sometimes Yoga, and
sometimes Yogamaya.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that some of the names of
Goddess Yogamaya are given in the Maha-samhita:
"The goddess that fulfils the Lord's desires, is known as Sri,
Bhu, Durga, Jivamaya, Atmamaya, Gunamaya, and Jadatmika."
The Skanda Purana explains:
"O limitless Lord, the potency that fulfils Your desire is
called Mayamaya, Avidya, Niyati, Mohini, Prakrti, and
Vasana."
174-5 She arranges for the Lord's pastimes, which are filled
with eternity, knowledge and bliss. She is eternal,
transcendental, beginningless, endless, and indescribable. She
is the mother of the wonder that is the bliss of service to the
Lord. By her the Lord is revealed in many ways.
176 By Goddess Laksmi the wonderful variety of the Lord's
devotees, of the many kinds of devotional service, of the Lord's
spiritual realms, and of the Lord's pastimes are eternally
manifest.
177 She and her actions can be understood only by the pure
devotees. She cannot be understood by they whose minds are
filled with the mistakes of dry speculation.
178 The Lord's potencies are called superior and inferior. She
is His superior potency. She is His internal potency. She is
famous by the name Prakrti.
179 Her expansions are manifested in many ways according to
their different duties. The illusory potency Maya, which
consists of the modes of nature, is her shadow.
180 Maya is the mother of the illusory world of the five
material elements. She is filled with the darkness of illusion.
She is indescribable, temporary and transcendental. She is the
cause of the individual souls' stay in the world of birth and
death.
181 She is the controller of the eighth covering (of the
universe). She has a form. Because she does not change form to
do her duties, she is called Prakrti.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the words "vikrti"
(transformation) and "prakrti" (nature, or the original state
that is not transformed) are opposites. Because she does not
change her form, Maya is called Prakrti.
182 By transcending her one attains liberation and devotional
service. She has created this material universe, which is like a
mirage.
183 By her potency are seen the long-lasting and real magical
creations Kardama Muni and others showed by austerity, yoga, and
other practices.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami gives Saubhari Muni as an example of
another yogi that had these magical powers.
184 However, whatever is created by the potency of Lord Krsna,
who gives the results of all pious deeds and whose lotus feet
are worshipped by the greatest yogis, is both real and
eternal.
185 In this way the incarnations are not different from Sri
Krsna, who is the Supreme Personality of Godhead and the origin
of the incarnations. They are real and eternal as He.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that Srimad-Bhagavatam 1.3.28
proves that Sri Krsna is the origin of all incarnations.
186 Krsna, whose form contains all incarnations, is glorious
with many opulences, which are greater than all others and which
described by the word "bhaga".
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that Lord Krsna limitless and
extraordinary opulences are described in this verse, which uses
the word "bhaga".
The Supreme Personality of Godhead has six opulences: all
wealth, strength, fame, beauty, knowledge and
renunciation."
187 Even if He is considered an incarnation, His many sweet and
charming glories, which can be understood only by they whose
hearts melt with love and devotion for Him, make Lord Krsna
better than Narayana.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that someone may protest: "Lord
Narayana is the source of all incarnations. How can Krsna be
more glorious than He?" This verse answers that protest.
188 The servants of His many incarnations attain great happiness
by serving the Lords dear to their hearts.
189 The Lord gives them results according to their worship. They
are never displeased with what they attain.
190 Who can understand the pastimes where the Lord, who enjoys
many wonderful pastimes and whose thoughts are deeper than
millions of oceans, enjoys (with His devotees) is a wonderful
exchange of nectar of love?
191 Engaging in activities free from rivalry and other faults,
and each according to his own nature, whether higher or lower,
the devotees attain, as much as they desire, the highest
happiness of devotional service. This proves the greatness of
the Lord's mercy.
192 (The Lord's associates in Vaikuntha), whose forms are
eternal and full of knowledge and bliss, do not think the slight
happiness of they who live in the world of repeated birth and
death, or the slight happiness of the (impersonalist) sannyasis
to be great happiness.
193 As there are many gradations of service, so there is a
wonderful variety of gradations of happiness according to the
different mellows.
194 Some of the residents of Vaikuntha have been the Lord's
associates eternally, and others have come to that position by
the Lord's mercy.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that Sesa and Garuda are
examples of persons who have been the Lord's associates
eternally, and Jaya, Vijaya, Bharata and Priyavrata are examples
of persons who became the Lord's associates by His mercy.
195 Although the bliss of serving the Lord is the same in all
circumstances, some think it different to perform open or
confidential service, or to be far from the Lord or standing by
His side, or in some other place.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the phrase "some other
place" here means to join the Lord in His pastimes in the
material world, and sometimes to have and sometimes not to have
His association.
196 Although, because they are both eternal, they are like the
Lord, their natural relationship with Him, where He is the
served and they are His servants is both real and eternal.
197-8 Although, because they are eternal and full of knowledge
and bliss, they are like the Lord, awareness of the sweetness of
the bliss of serving Him impels them to become eternally
servants of Sri Krsna' lotus feet, which are an ocean of many
kinds of inconceivable sweetnesses.
199 Even if He were not the origin of all incarnations, and even
if He were the same as all incarnations, who are eternal and
full of bliss and knowledge, Sri Krsna would still be
distinguished by His very sweet glories.
200 Some say that Sri Krsna, whose form is eternal and full of
knowledge and bliss is the Supreme Brahman and all others are
His spiritual, liberated associates.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the "all others" here are
the devotees headed by Sesa and Garuda. The word "liberated'
here means "they who have attained Vaikuntha."
201 To enjoy the bliss of devotional service, aided by the
Lord's transcendental pastime potency they assume forms suitable
for the Lord's pastimes.
202 Sri Gopa-kumara said: I asked him: O lord, are the Lord's
Deity forms on the earth all eternal and full of knowledge and
bliss as is the form of Lord Jagannatha, the master of
Nilacala?
203 Although the Lord, whose form is filled with eternity,
knowledge and bliss, is one, in His pastimes He appears in many
places in many different forms.
204 By renouncing everything and worshipping the Deity what
mistake is done? When the Deity is worshipped one becomes aware
of a great gain.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the "everything" here is
material piety, fruitive work, yoga, and other things like
them.
205 Why, then, do we hear from the Puranas so many statements
contradicting this? These statements cannot be rejected as
evidence, for they have come from the mouths of great
souls.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami gives Srimad-Bhagavatam 11.2.47,
3.29.22, and 3.29.24 as examples of scriptural statements that
minimise the importance of Deity worship.
206 Hearing this, he who is the guru of the path of Deity
worship stood up, embraced me with great bliss, and
replied.
207-9 Sri Narada said: I have already explained that the Deity
forms of the Lord are the same as the Lord Himself. Deity
worship is very glorious. They who, aware that the Deity is the
Lord Himself, worship the Deity, even though they neglect other
duties, and even though their worship is not sincere, do not
fall down. They have no faults. Their merits are very great,
their devotional service is thought to be the greatest. They
attain a very great result.
210 By seeing the Deity, by worshipping Tulasi, or by once
chanting or hearing even the reflection of the holy name, one
may attain perfection.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the worship of Tulasi
begins with watering her and bowing down to offer respects to
her.
211 How can there be any fault with worship of the Lord's Deity
form, whose form reminds one of the Lord, who is properly
installed with mantras, and who is the object of all activities
of devotional service?
212 They who worship the Deity of Lord Krsna never offend the
devotees of Lord Krsna. If somehow they do offend them, the
devotees do not take offense, but rather praise their attachment
to the Lord.
213-4 They who, seeing the Deity as different from the Lord
Himself and thinking the Deity as made of stone or some other
material, worship the Deity of Lord Hari, do not respect the
Lord's devotees. Disrespectful to all, and proud of their
worship, they rebel against the Lord's commandments in the
Vedas.
215 They are the least of all the devotees. Their intelligence
is slow. They do not find the fruits of their worship.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that they are described in
Srimad-Bhagavatam 11.2.47 and 9.7.11.
216-7 Although the transcendental fruit of their Deity-worship
is greater than the fruits of all ordinary pious deeds, they do
not attain the real fruit that comes from service to the Lord.
For this reason the saintly devotees criticise their method of
worship in different ways and in different places.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the real fruits of
devotional service are love for Lord Krsna's lotus feet,
attainment of Lord Krsna's planet, seeing the Lord, and enjoying
pastimes with Him.
218 Although all the statements of the Puranas and other
scriptures (condemn them), don't think everyone who worships the
Lord's Deity-form is like them.
219-20 If they do not abandon their worship, then by the mercy
of the Lord's devotees, who see the good in others, all the
faults in their hearts, now purified by their faith, are
destroyed and in time they become the greatest devotees.
221 After enjoying what they desired, materialistic devotees, by
the power of their devotional service, in time attain the real
fruit of their service.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that material sense
gratification is insignificant in comparison to the result
obtained by devotional service.
222 Because in this way one does not immediately attain the
fruit of devotional service, the pure devotees criticise the
first result of the materialistic devotees' efforts.
223 They who are devoted to the Lord's lotus feet think the real
fruit of devotional service is the bliss of always seeing,
enjoying pastimes with, and serving in many ways the Supreme
Lord.
224 They cannot bear even a moment's delay. The Lord also cannot
bear to leave them for even a moment.
225 The fruits of all other desires are very insignificant in
comparison. Liberation is easily attained, but devotional
service is not.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that this is described in
Srimad-Bhagavatam 5.6.18.
226 By the mercy of devotional service the Lord is controlled by
His devotees. Because it destroys His independence, the Lord
does not bestow devotional service.
227 I think that being under the control of His dear devotees is
not a fault for the Lord. Neither does it make Him unhappy. It
brings Him happiness. It increases His glories, which begin with
His love for His devotees.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that in the previous verses
Narada Muni has been relating the opinions of others. In this
verse he gives his own opinion.
228 Eclipsing His independent bliss and other glories, the
supreme hero Lord Krsna's being under the control of His dear
devotees is the greatest of His divine glories.
229 From the perfection of loving devotion comes great ecstatic
love. Gazing at the truth, that love eternally dances in the
kingdom of great bliss.
230 Although externally this ecstatic love may show signs of
great suffering (this suffering is not real, for the Lord) would
never allow His dearest devotees to suffer in that way.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that these devotees experience
great bliss, a bliss that eclipses the happiness of
Brahman.
231 With external eyes seeing this bewildering condition of
great love, the people in general have no desire to engage in
devotional service. They laugh at the devotees. The Lord does
not give loving devotion to them.
232 Loving devotion is very difficult to attain and the
pleasures of Svargaloka and other celestial planets are very
easy to attain. Common people cannot attain a cintamani jewel,
although they may attain a glass, or sometimes a golden
trinket.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that in this example the
cintamani jewel is loving devotion, the glass trinket is the
pleasures of Svargaloka and the golden trinket is impersonal
liberation.
233 Sometimes, to a wise and extraordinary person who wishes it
alone, the Lord gives devotional service.
234 We are not able, nor is it proper for us, to describe the
nature of this ecstatic love, in the same as it is not proper
for the scriptures that describe the activities of the Lord's
service to describe it to fools.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the nature of ecstatic
love is described in Srimad-Bhagavatam 11.2.40.
235 They who serve the mellows of devotional service understand
the sweetness and glory of that ecstatic love. By the Lord's
mercy you, staying there, will also quickly understand it.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the phrase "staying there"
means "staying in the land of Gokula."
236 Sri Gopa-kumara said: These words greatly increased my
yearning to see the lotus feet of Sri Gopala, the Lord I
worshipped.
237 Not noticing that at that moment I, filled with a desire to
attain that love, was thrown into an ocean of lamentation, he,
comforting me, said:
238 Sri Narada said: Although this great secret should not be
told in this place, made talkative by your anxiety, I will
speak.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that "in this place" means
"here in Vaikunthaloka."
239 Not far from here, Lord Ramacandra's city of Ayodhya is
splendidly manifest. Far from that, the city of Dvaraka, which
is like the beautiful land and charming city of Mathura and is
very dear to Lord Krsna, the Lord of the Yadus, is splendidly
manifest. Go there, and with a glance worship your beloved
Lord.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the Hari-vamsa affirms
that Dvaraka is like Mathura.
240 First hear the way to go to Ayodhya, a way approved by they
who taste the nectar of service to Sri Ramacandra's lotus
feet.
214-2 Although by directly worshipping Lord Krsna, the origin of
the incarnations, everything is obtained, I will now describe
how to attain the nectar of the lotus feet of Lord Rama, the
hero of the Raghu dynasty.
243 As you meditate on His form, virtues and opulences, which
are all described in the Vedas, glorify Him, beginning with the
words: "O husband of Sita, O glorious Lord of the Raghus, O
elder brother of Laksmana, O Lord, O dear master of Sri
Hanuman!"
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that some other names used to
glorify Lord Rama are: "O delight of Kausalya! O son of
Dasaratha! O elder brother of Bharata! O friend of Sugriva!"
Lord Rama's virtues begin with His shyness and humbleness, and
His form, holding a bow in the hands of His strong arms, is very
handsome.
244 In this way the great devotees attain their worshipable
Lord. Even the slightest scent of the Lord brings great
happiness to they who have placed their faith in Him
alone.
245 If when you see Lord Rama's lotus feet your desire to see
the Lord remains unsatisfied, Lord Rama Himself, His heart
melting with compassion, will happily send you to Dvaraka.
246 Glorifying your Lord, as the scriptures prescribe, you will
go there and see Your beloved Lord, handsome Sri Krsnacandra,
whom you long desired to see, surrounded by the Yadus.
247 Kosala, Dvaraka and many other places are provinces of the
kingdom of Vaikuntha. Go now, and do not wait for the Lord's
order.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that Kosala is another name of
Ayodhya.
248 By the order of He who knows what happens in everyone's
heart, I have come here. Know that His order has come through my
mouth.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the Lord told Narada: "O
Narada, go to Gopa-kumara, and in a secluded place, fulfil his
desire."
249 To show mercy to a great devotee, the Lord has gone
somewhere. You will not be able to tolerate any delay. This is
the right time for you to go.
250 Sri Gopa-kumara said: Hearing this, I became very happy.
Again and Again I bowed down before Sri Narada. I took His
blessing and meditated on his instructions.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that these are the instructions
of .fn1 Text 243.
251 Then I left. From far away I saw many restless monkeys
jumping here and there and calling out: "Rama! Rama!"
252 As they tugged at my flute, I went with them. Then I saw
human beings more handsome than the Lord's associates in
Vaikuntha.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the residents of Vaikuntha
had four-armed forms like that of Lord Narayana. These humans
had forms like that of Lord Rama.
253 Very saintly and well-behaved, they would not allow me to
bow down and worship them. Led by them, I came to the city's
outer courtyard.
254 Seeing glorious Bharata comfortably sitting with Satrughna,
many charming human beings, and monkeys headed by Sugriva,
Angada and Jambavan, and thinking Bharata was Lord Ramacandra
Himself, I began to glorify Him with many prayers. He at once
covered His ears, and saying again and again that he is only a
servant, forbade me to continue.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that Gopa-kumara said: "O king
of kings, O Lord of the Raghu dynasty, O beloved of Sita,
glories to You!" That Gopa-kumara mistook Bharata for Lord Rama
proves that Bharata is like Rama, Bharata's wife is like
Sita-devi, and Satrughna is like Laksmana.
255 Frightened, I stood with folded hands. Hanuman then suddenly
dragged me inside and there I saw the supremely wonderful,
humanlike Lord Rama...
256 ...who comfortably sat on a royal throne in the charming
palace, who was joyful, who had the features of an exalted
personality, who was like Lord Narayana...
257 ...who was enchanting with many charming sweetnesses, whose
hand was glorious with a bow, whose humble, shy glances were
delightful, who enjoyed pastimes of being the king of kings, and
who was explaining the principles of religion.
258 Overcome by the bliss of seeing Him, I fainted before Him as
if I had bowed down as a stick to offer respects. Then He who is
desired by the best of religious duties mercifully picked me up
and I gazed on Him.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the Lord is attained by
devotional service, the best of religious duties.
259 Pulled by his service, Hanuman left me and in one jump came
before Lord Rama. Beautiful beloved Sita was glorious at the
Lord's left and His younger brother Laksmana was glorious at His
other side.
260 Sometimes Hanuman fanned the Lord with a splendid white
camara, sometimes he sang of His virtues, and sometimes,
standing before Him with folded hands, recited wonderful prayers
in verses of his own composing.
261 One moment he holds a white parasol. Another moment he
massages the Lord's lotus feet. Another moment he easily does
many different services simultaneously.
262 Overcome with bliss, I called out: "Glory! Glory!" and bowed
down again and again. His heart melting, the Lord pleased me
with the very wonderful nectar of sweet words.
263 The Supreme Lord said: O gopa's son, O dear friend, well
done! Well done! With your love you have conquered Me. Please
stop. What is the need of all this trouble you take? What is the
need? Don't make Me, your eternal friend, suffer like
this.
264 Rise! Rise Auspiciousness to you! Give up this awe and
veneration! Friend, eternally I am conquered by your love.
265 By the Lord's order, Hanuman picked me up and placed me at
the Lord's lotus feet.
266 In my heart I thought: Now my long yearning has borne fruit.
Now I have a result more than I can desire. How can I go to some
other place now?
267 In the form and garments of a cowherd boy as before, for how
long a time did I stay there, overcome with bliss?
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the meaning of this
rhetorical question is that he stayed in Ayodhya only very
briefly, although while he was there he was overcome with bliss
by drinking the nectar of Lord Ramacandra's lotus feet.
268 There I saw Lord Rama's pastimes as a saintly king.
269 Still, I did not see anything like the playful sweetness of
my worshipable Lord's pastimes and I did not attain mercy like
His mercy.
Srila Sanatana Gosvami explains that the worshipable Lord here
is Lord Madana-Gopala. Example of His pastimes are His playing
the flute and charming the gopis.
270-1 I was unhappy there. By hearing from Sri Hanuman the
glories of Lord Ramacandra's lotus feet and by directly gazing
at the Lord, I tried to cast off the pain in my heart. I tried
to see that all the features of my worshipable Lord were also
present in Lord Rama.
272 By the power of my previous activities in Vrajabhumi, a
yearning for my Lord's pastimes and mercy invaded my
heart.
273 Then, seeing my condition, Sri Hanuman, the best of
counsellors, tried to console me with many very wonderful
arguments.
274 Then Lord Rama, who knows what is in the hearts of all the
world, His own heart soft with great mercy, comforted me with
sweet and affectionate words. He told me to go to Dvaraka and He
at once sent me there with Jambavan, the king of the
Ballukas.
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