Srila B. R. Sridhar Maharaj:
"Krishna is infinite; He
is the wonderful wonder of wonders. As much as we
search Him out, we will find no end to His wonders.
Even Lord Brahma, the creator of this universe and
the original guru of our sampradaya, was astonished
by the wonders of Krishna."
Lord Brahma
"I offer my prayers unto You, O praiseworthy Lord
who are the child of the cowherd Nanda. Your
complexion is the dark-blue color of a thundercloud
and You are clad in silk garments that shine like
lightning. Your charming face is adorned with
gunja-mala ornaments, and Your hair is decorated
with a peacock feather. You look beautiful wearing a
garland of forest flowers, and that beauty is
enhanced by the morsel of food in Your left hand.
You carry a buffalo horn and a stick for herding
cows tucked beneath Your left arm. You hold a flute
and other emblems, and Your feet are as soft as a
lotus."
The Supreme Personality of Godhead, Sri Krsna,
the ultimate cause of all harmony, is so
wonderful that simply by approaching Him, we will
be charmed by His ways. He is known as Urukrama,
for His strides are wonderful, unthinkable,
unknown, and unknowable. There is no end to His
wonders. Ascaryavat pasyati kascid enam
ascaryavad vadati tathaiva canyah: At every step
towards Him, one feels wonder. We find no end to
that feeling. Krsna is infinite; He is the
wonderful wonder of wonders. As much as we search
Him out, we will find no end to His
wonders.
Even Lord Brahma, the creator of this universe
and the original guru of our sampradaya, was
astonished by the wonders of Krsna. Once when
Krsna was living in Dvaraka, He heard that Lord
Brahma, the creator of the universe, had come to
see Him. Krsna asked His messenger, "Which
Brahma?" When the messenger put this question to
Brahma, Brahma thought, "Are there other Brahmas
also? How is it possible?" He told the messenger,
"You just inform Krsna that I am the father of
the four Kumaras: the four-headed Brahma." The
messenger went to Krsna with the news.
"Yes, show him in," Krsna said, knowing Brahma's
temperament. Brahma went in, but he was astounded
to see that so many Brahmas had gathered there
from all of the universes in the creation. There
were hundred-headed, thousand-headed,
million-headed Brahmas - all present there.
Because the whole creation is based on Krsna's
hypnotism, the four-headed Brahma could see Krsna
and all those other Brahmas, but the other
Brahmas could not see each other. Each one of
them saw only Krsna. Each one of them thought,
"Krsna has come in my universe and called for me
out of some necessity." But the Brahma of this
universe could see everything because he had
inquired, 'Which Brahma?' What is the meaning of
'Which Brahma?' Are there any other Brahmas? I
wonder...." In this way, Lord Brahma, the creator
of the universe, was baffled by the wonderful
ways of Krsna.
Previously, in Vrndavana, Brahma had also had
some doubt about the position of the Lord. He
thought, "Who is this cowherd boy? His ways are
very questionable. He moves in such a way that it
appears that He does not care for anyone. He is
within my brahmanda, my universe, but He does not
care to know me. What is this attitude? Who is
He? He is not Narayana. Only Narayana is above
me. And I am a little accustomed to His ways and
manners. But this boy is not Narayana. That
anything can exist above Narayana is impossible.
Then who is He?"
To test Krsna, Brahma took away the cowherd boys
and calves accompanying Him and hid them in a
cave. After a year he returned to see how life
was continuing in Vrndavana, to see how Krsna was
doing without His calves and cowherd boys. And he
found that everything was as before. The Lord,
surrounded by His cowherd boyfriends, was
carrying His flute under His armpit and a morsel
of food in His hand. He found everything going on
as it had been.
Then Brahma began to think, "What is this? Have
the calves and cowherd boys come back without my
notice?" He again checked the cave where he had
hid them and found that they were all there. Then
he thought, "How is this possible? I stole the
calves and cowherd boys and hid them here and now
that I have returned, I find they are all still
here just as before."
Finally, perplexed, he fell at Krsna's lotus
feet, praying, "My Lord, I could not recognize
You. You have come to play such a plain and
ordinary part, that of a cowherd boy. How can
anyone believe that You hold an even greater
position than that of Narayana? Please forgive
whatever I have done."
In many places in Srimad-Bhagavatam, we find
Lord Brahma. the creator of the universe, being
tested by Krsna. And still, Brahma is our
gurudeva. He is the original guru of our line.
That he could become bewildered is so perplexing
and difficult to understand that Madhvacarya
eliminated that section from the
Srimad-Bhagavatam. He could not accept those two
chapters of Srimad-Bhagavatam where Brahma was
under illusion, where he had some
misunderstanding about Krsna. But Sri Caitanya
Mahaprabhu accepted everything in toto.
This is a very peculiar thing. How can the
original guru of our sampradaya become bewildered
about Krsna? It is acintya, inconceivable. Still,
everything is intelligible through the philosophy
of acintya-bhedabheda-tattva, "inconceivable
oneness and difference." How can we accommodate
that our original guru becomes perplexed, not
only once, but twice? That is lila, a divine
pastime. An example of acintya-bhedabheda-tattva
is found in the way Krsna deals with His
devotees. Krsna Himself is independent of
everything. Still, sometimes He shows Himself to
be completely subordinate to His servants and
must do whatever they want Him to. Then again,
sometimes He completely ignores them. These are
the spontaneous pastimes of the Sweet Absolute.
Sometimes He shows absolute submission to Srimati
Radharani, and again, sometimes He ignores Her.
This is the very nature of Krsna's lila.
Crooked Pastimes
Rupa Goswami has supplied a verse from his
Ujjvala-nilamani as the basis of the proper
understanding of krsna-lila. When we think about the
pastimes of the absolute, we, the finite, will have
to wear this armor: aher iva gatih premnah
svabhava-kutila bhavet. We must understand that
Krsna's pastimes are naturally crooked, just like
the movement of a snake. A snake cannot move in a
straight line; he moves in a zig-zag way. The waves
that flow from the absolute move in the same way.
That characteristic of krsna-lila is always
maintained above everything else. Krsna can never be
ruled by any law. With this initial consideration we
should approach any study of the absolute. We must
always keep in mind that He is absolute, and we are
infinitesimal. He is adhoksaja, transcendental,
beyond the world of our experience.
Once I asked our Prabhupada, "Why is there a
difference between Sanatana and Rupa in their
conception of the final part of krsna-lila? Sanatana
closed his summary of Krsna's pastimes in his
Krsna-lila-stava in Mathura, and Rupa took it
another step towards Dvaraka in his Lalita-madhava.
He wrote two plays dealing with krsna-lila: one
about Dvaraka and one about Vrndavana.
Vidagdha-madhava takes place in Vrndavana;
Lalita-madhava takes place in Dvaraka. But Sanatana
Goswami liked to complete Krsna's pastimes in
Mathura.
According to Sanatana Goswami, after a long
separation between Krsna and His family and friends,
like a wheel the pastime moves from Mathura again to
Vrndavana. After Krsna has gone to Mathura, the
residents of Vrndavana, overwhelmed by separation,
begin to think, "Krsna has been gone for such a long
time. Nanda and Yasoda have lost their child!" The
separation intensifies and develops further until
they begin to think, "Oh, Nanda and Yasoda have no
child!" Then they think, "They must have a child,"
and begin to pray for the appearance of Krsna. Then
Krsna appears as the son of Nanda and Yasoda. The
cycle is complete and everyone is happy thinking,
"Oh yes, Yasoda has got a child." In this way
Krsna's pastimes again begin developing in Vrndavana
and move to Mathura, where He kills Kamsa.
In his Krsna-lila-stava, his summary of krsna-lila,
Sanatana Goswami did not take Krsna into Dvaraka
from Mathura Mandala. But Rupa Goswami, in his play
Lalita-madhava, showed the parallels between
krsna-lila in Vrndavana and krsna-lila in Dvaraka.
And so, in his Lalita-madhava, Rupa Goswami draws a
parallel between Lalita as Jambavati, Radharani as
Satyabhama, and Candravali as Rukmini. In this way,
he shows the transformation between Vrndavana and
Dvaraka.
Beyond Experience
I asked Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati Prabhupada
about this difference between Rupa and Sanatana. He
simply said, "It is adhoksaja, beyond our
understanding. So krsna-lila is "un-understandable"
(acintya). Everything is not bound to come within
our fist. The Supreme Lord has "All Rights
Reserved." This must be understood if we at all want
to be in connection with that plane of
reality.
So Srimad-Bhagavatam says: jnane prayasam udapasya
namanta eva: It is a defect to want to understand
everything about divinity. Knowledge may be a
qualification here in this world, but in relation to
the transcendental truth of the highest order, the
tendency to want to know everything is a
disqualification.
We want to know the value of everything. We want to
have the key to everything in our possession. But
this is really a bar to progress. If we assert
ourselves in this way, we rather lose what
confidence we might have in divinity, and there will
be some delay in extending the key to us. If a
servant, upon getting employment in the master's
house, is very eager to be entrusted with the house
keys, then the master will suspect him. So to want
to know everything is a type of disease, it is an
enemy to our progress.
This is, of course, difficult to accept. But still,
it is true. Surrender is everything. What
cultivation of knowledge do we find in the gopis -
the most exalted devotees of Krsna? What was their
acquaintance with scripture? Nothing.
What we understand to be "standard purity," what we
think to be knowledge - all these things are
disqualifications in giving pleasure to the
absolute. An example of how our misconceived
standards of "purity" and "chastity" are a
disqualification can be seen in the following story.
A Mystic Physician
In order to prove the supreme position of Srimati
Radharani, one day, Krsna appeared to suddenly fall
ill. As He lay sick, He came in another form,
disguised as a physician, and said:
"O Yasoda, I have heard that your boy has caught
some disease. Is it true?
"Yes, yes, who are you?"
"I am a physician - a mystic physician. I would
like to see your son. What is His disease?"
"He fainted; perhaps He has a headache."
Then Krsna in the dress of the physician told
Mother Yasoda, "This is a very serious disease. I
want to cure Him. But I can only do so if I can have
some water brought in a porous pot. Some water
should be brought from the Yamuna in a pot that has
many holes in it. Only a chaste lady can do this. A
chaste girl must bring some water in a porous pot.
With the help of that I shall give some medicine to
this boy, and He will come to consciousness
immediately."
Then Yasoda madly began to search Vrndavana for a
chaste lady. Jatila and Kutila were Radharani's
mother-in-law and sister-in-law. Because they
naturally preached that there was doubt or suspicion
about the chastity of the other girls among the
gopis, they themselves were generally considered to
be chaste. So Yasoda appealed to one of them,
Jatila, first. "Take this porous pot and fetch some
water from the Yamuna."
"How is it possible? To fetch water in a porous pot
is impossible." "No. The physician says that if one
is really a chaste lady, then she can fetch water in
a porous pot."
Jatila could not avoid the mad request of Yasoda.
Her request was so intense that she had to go. But
she could not fetch water from the Yamuna because
there were so many holes in the pot. Then Kutila was
requested to fetch water in the pot, but she dared
not venture to try it, seeing the attempt of her
mother. Still, Yasoda was so earnest in her request
that Kutila also could not avoid the task. Yasoda
couldn't tolerate for a second that her son was in
such a condition. And so her request was so intense
that Kutila had to go. But she could not fetch water
either, because there were so many holes in the
waterpot that the water just poured through.
They were astonished, thinking, "What can we do?
Among all the girls in Vraja, not a single chaste
girl is to be found? What a horrible thing!" So
Krsna, in the garb of a physician, singled out
Radharani, saying: "I think that She is a chaste
lady. Request Her to fetch the water."
And at the request of Yasoda, Radharani could not
avoid the task. She had to go fetch water, but She
was thinking of Krsna: "If You come to My relief,
then only it may be possible; otherwise it is
impossible," She prayed. Radharani dipped the porous
pot in the water as Krsna touched the pot from
within the water. And Radharani with great suspicion
took the pot from the water and in great wonder She
said, "The water is there!" She had taken some of
Her maids, the sakhis, Her chief friends, with Her,
and they were all astounded to find that She drew
the water from the Yamuna. The holes were there but
still the water remained within the pot. So She
brought the water to Yasoda and everyone was
astounded. And that water with some fictitious
medicine was given to the boy Krsna, and Krsna arose
from His "unconscious" state.
This was a tactic by Krsna to show the position of
Radharani, to show what chastity is. What is
chastity? Ordinary "chastity" is not real chastity.
Real purity, real chastity, is far above all
relative considerations of chastity. And that is
inconceivable, beyond our knowledge and reason, just
as how a porous pot can contain water. It is a
miracle.
But God works wonders. His ways are filled with
miracles. We, should be prepared for that. We should
be prepared that all the knowledge of this world,
all our experience, will prove to be wrong. So it is
said, jnane prayasam udapasya namanta eva: Be clear
of your past experiences, what you have drawn from
the world of the senses, empiric knowledge
(pratyaksa-jnana). Your tendency will always be to
try to push your way into the transcendental world
on the strength of mundane knowledge. But this verse
is saying, "You fallen people, your capital is the
experience of this world, of the senses. But it
won't do, it won't have any value in that higher
plane. What is found there is a new thing, so
approach that world with an open mind; understand
that everything is possible with the infinite. All
your expectations, your past experience, has no
value. Why don't you give up trying to dodge this
point?"
The transcendental world is something quite new to
us. It is very difficult to get out of this
superstition of so-called "truth" here. But still it
is necessary that we accept that anything and
everything is possible with God. He is the master of
impossibilities. Possibility and impossibility are
found only in our dictionary, yet even Napoleon
wanted to remove the word "impossible." He said,
"'Impossible' is a word in a fool's
dictionary."
How are we to understand that the original guru of
our sampradaya becomes bewildered? It is
"impossible." We must suspend our "knowledge" (jnane
prayasam udapasya namanta eva). We may take it that
Krsna is playing hide and seek, perhaps, with
Brahma, our gurudeva. It is like a game of hide and
seek. Sometimes Krsna is defeating others and
sometimes He is defeated.
Krishna & Balarama
When Krsna and Balarama are playing with Their
friends in the jungle, They generally play in two
groups. Krsna is in one group and Balarama is in
another. Krsna is considered to be less strong than
Balarama. Balarama was the strongest person there,
and the next strongest was Sridama, so Sridama used
to play on the side of Krsna.
Whenever Balarama was defeated, He would become
enraged. Krsna would diplomatically help His own
team, and when Balarama saw that His own team was
disloyal due to Krsna's tricks, He would turn to His
younger brother Krsna and say, "I shall punish You!"
But Krsna would say, "No, You cannot punish Me;
Mother Yasoda has entrusted Me in Your care. You
can't mistreat Me."
One day, Balarama slapped Krsna, but Krsna went to
Mother Yasoda and told on Him. Balarama was very
disturbed and said, "I slap You once, and You
complain to Your mother that I do not love You?
Krsna, how could You do this?" At last Krsna was
perplexed and accepted His defeat.
So krsna-lila moves in a crooked way (aher iva
gatih premna. . .). This fundamental point, the
foundation of our understanding about krsna-lila has
been given by Rupa Goswami in this verse. He says,
"Don't be eager to find reason everywhere in the
pastimes of divinity. They are naturally crooked. In
krsna-lila we shall find that although no party is
defective, still, one will find fault with another
and begin a quarrel. No defect can be found there.
But still, for the necessity of lila, false defects
are found, and some quarrel begins. This is the
meaning of lila, pastimes: what we find here by
necessity flows there automatically. We can't try to
apply our reason or our standard of measurement to
the movements of the infinite. And whatever gain we
have made by connecting with that flow of lila will
be lost in our attempts to measure it; that will be
the only consequence of our analysis. So we should
try to have a taste of lila with a submissive
attitude. Sometimes reason, logic, and analysis are
necessary, but only to preach to the people in
general who have a lower understanding. Only for the
purpose of preaching to people addicted to reason do
we have to take the help of reason. But when
devotion becomes automatic, anuraga, then both
reason and scripture are left in the subterranean
position. There is no place for scriptural arguments
there. To a certain extent, reason is necessary for
our development up to vaidhi-bhakti, the elementary
stages of devotion. But above that, it has no
use.
Anuraga-bhajana is automatic; that is the nature of
lila: aher iva gatih premna. Everything there moves
by His sweet will. Sweet will means that it is not a
fixed program. It moves in such a way that we can't
say, "It will pass by this road."
When the Maharaja of Mysore used to drive into
town, he would not speak to his driver, giving him
directions which way to go, because if any fixed
program were arranged, then his life might be in
danger. So whenever he would come to a crossing in
the road, he would touch his stick to a particular
shoulder of the driver. If at the crossing, the
Maharaja wanted to go to the right, he would touch
the driver on his right shoulder. In this way, he
would never disclose which way he would go, but only
at the last moment he would beckon the driver to
take a particular course.
So Krsna's divine movements are kept in reserve by
His sweet will: "All Rights Reserved." We want to
search for some law above His sweet will, but this
is inconsistent. It is self-contradictory. On the
one side we say that Krsna moves by His own sweet
will, but on another side we try to find some law
governing His movement. This is a contradiction.
Lila moves by sweet will. When we say it is lila,
then we can't give any shape to that. We can say
that it was shown in a particular place in a
particular way. But we cannot be sure whether today
the same course will be taken.
This is why we find differences in the explanations
given about different lilas in different ages. Jiva
Goswami has explained that the reason for different
descriptions of the pastimes of the Lord in the
Puranas is because at one time that lila was played
in one way, and another time it was played in
another way. So we find differences even in the
explanations of the same pastime.
Scholars may challenge: "Why is it that somewhere
in Padma Purana the lila is mentioned in this way,
but the Bhagavata Purana reveals the description in
another way? Why does Harivamsa differ from
Mahabharata?" We say that in different kalpas, or
ages, the pastimes are enacted in different ways. In
infinite ways a particular lila of the Lord may be
represented within this world, because He is
infinite, independent, and absolute. So leaving
aside all doubts and suspicions, we shall be most
generous in approaching the absolute, free from all
inhibitions. We shall approach Him with that spirit,
and try more and more to leave aside our past
prejudices and precedents, the records of our past
experience.
Is God Dead?
We shall approach Him remembering that He is still
living. It is not a stereotyped thing. We should not
expect only what was done once before. If we expect
the same thing it will only reassure us by its
repetition that He is not a living thing; that
Divinity is under historical law. Should we think
that in the past He showed Himself in a particular
way, so He is compelled to show Himself in that way
always? Is He not living today? Can He not show
anything new?
At every moment, every second, He can show
everything in quite a new way. So our heart should
open wide when we approach the highest authority of
the absolute plane of play. That means surrender
must be increased to no limit. Surrender is
limitless, and His play or lila is also limitless.
With that sort of deep vision, we shall try to read
His lila. So although Brahma and the other gods and
gurus and the givers of many sastras may have given
some description of His pastimes, we shall have to
realize that Krsna's pastimes are not bound by their
descriptions. Krsna is not confined within a
cage.
So for this reason, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu did not
hesitate to give a description of the bewilderment
of Brahma (brahma-vimohana-lila). Brahma was
bewildered in krsna-lila in Vrndavana, and again
when Brahma went to have an interview with Krsna in
Dvaraka, we find the same condition. The boundary of
the sweet will of the infinite is such that anything
can be accommodated there, and even Lord Brahma, the
creator of the universe, can be perplexed by
Krsna.
All these pastimes are like so many lighthouses
showing us which way to go. Brahma is our guru, but
he was bewildered by Krsna. And Vedavyasa, the
universal guru, was also chastised by Narada. Narada
was put to the test many times. All these examples
are showing us the way, they are pointing out the
direction. It is said, srutibhir vimrgyam: The
authentic books about the revealed truth are only
showing the way. They say: "Go in this direction.
Where? We do not exactly know, but you may go in
this direction." They are only showing the
direction. All the srutis, the guidance given by the
scholars of revealed truth, give some direction: "Go
this way, in this direction, and perhaps you may
find it."
Krsna says: Vedais ca sarvair aham eva vedyo: "All
the Vedas are intended to reveal Me, the infinite."
They mean to show how the infinite is moving. If I
analyze one atom within my fist, I can analyze it
again and again and reanalyze it to no end. It is
already within my fist, and yet it is infinite. So
it has been said that we may get the maximum benefit
by surrendering. Krsna says, "Give up all your
prejudices and the limitations drawn from the
limited world and be open. Then it will be easy for
the infinite to cast different shades of light on
your soul and your knowing faculty. And then it will
be easy for you also to cleanse your plane of
understanding, cleanse your glass, the mirror of
your heart."
In connection with the infinite you will find that
everywhere there is center, nowhere circumference.
But to realize this, you must try to live in
eternity, in Vaikuntha. Kuntha means "measurement."
Vaikuntha means "no crookedness, no limit, no
measure." That is Vaikuntha.
When Krsna opened His mouth, Yasoda was astonished
to find the entire universal creation. Yasoda was
nonplused. "What do I see? The whole universe? The
infinite in the finite?" At that moment she almost
fainted, but then her cat cried aloud. And Krsna, as
if He was very much afraid of the sound of the cat,
caught hold of His mother out of fear. Then at once,
Yasoda's apprehension disappeared. She thought, "Oh,
no...He is my son! There is no representation of the
infinite within Him; He is my son." And she embraced
Him.
When Brahma took away the cowherd boys and calves,
he thought that he had created some want in the
lila, but he came to find it flowing just as it had
been. Not even the least part of it had been
disturbed. Krsna had expanded Himself to become the
calves and the cowherd boys. When Krsna Himself took
the form of all the calves and cowherd boys, then
the mothers felt an infinite type of affection, so
much so that they could not understand, but were
rather entranced, thinking, "How beautiful these
boys are!" And the cows were also mad to show their
affection to those calves. Then, Brahma thought,
"Have those cowherd boys and calves that I have
stolen come here stealthily to join Him?" Again he
went to see where he had hidden them. He saw, "No,
the boys and calves are where I kept them in the
caves of the mountain. They are there!" Again he
returned to where Krsna was and saw everything
continuing as it had been. At that time Brahma
surrendered and was reassured. He spoke the
following prayer:
naumidya te 'bhravapuse tadidambaraya
gunjavatamsa-paripicchala-sanmukhaya
vanyasraje kavalavetravisana-venu-
laksmasriye mrdupade pasupangajaya
Srimad-Bhagavatam 10.14.1
"I offer my prayers unto You, O praiseworthy Lord
who are the child of the cowherd Nanda. Your
complexion is the dark blue color of a thundercloud
and You are clad in silk garments that shine like
lightning. Your charming face is adorned with
gunja-mala ornaments, and Your hair is decorated
with a peacock feather. You look beautiful wearing a
garland of forest flowers, and that beauty is
enhanced by the morsel of food in Your left hand.
You carry a buffalo horn and a stick for herding
cows tucked beneath Your left arm. You hold a flute
and other emblems, and Your feet are as soft as a
lotus." That is the general meaning of this verse.
The internal meaning of this verse, however, is
this: "O venerable one, we submit our prayers to
You. Who are You? You are un-seeable, un-feelable,
unknown, and unknowable. Your complexion is the
color of a black cloud, and therefore You are very
difficult to see, but You can be seen because of
Your yellow garb." Yellow is Radharani's color. So
only by the help of Krsna's potency can it be
ascertained who He is. Tadit means lightning. By the
help of lightning we can see a black cloud at night.
So although Krsna is unknown and unknowable, His
potency can reveal Him to us. Brahma says, "You are
the venerable entity I have come to know. Now I bow
down to You. Your body is like that of a black
cloud, and that is some mystic representation. Black
generally cannot be detected. But Your dress of
yellow color helps us to know what You are. It is
carrying some similarity to the yellow dress of
Narayana. Your black body and yellow dress hints
towards the personification of Narayana. You are
unknown and unknowable Yourself. But Your yellow
dress - Your potency - makes You known to us.
And You come down to our level as if You were one
in our position. You are dressed as a cowherd boy,
playing in the jungle with a lump of foodstuffs in
Your hand. That deceives us in ascertaining who You
are. And You adore ordinary things. Even the garland
that You wear is collected from ordinary jungle
flowers. Your taste appears to be for lower
things.
"And all these signs are misleading us. You take a
morsel of food in Your hand and run after cows. That
is a sign of being low-class. The higher-caste
people like brahmanas and ksatriyas cannot move like
this or behave in such a way with their food. The
instrument you carry - a bamboo flute - is also
unsophisticated. And Your stride is short. All this
is misleading us to have a lower conception of You.
You are hiding Yourself, so how can we understand
You? What fault is there on our part, then, for not
recognizing Your supremacy? It is difficult to
accept that You, Krsna, are the master of
everything.
"You have so many plain ornaments. We don't find
anything that is gorgeous or filled with splendor
here in Vrndavana. We are accustomed to find those
things in Vaikuntha. But this is new. You have come
here to show Your playful pastimes. Here in
Vrndavana we have come across a new conception. And
it is wonderful, plain, and charming. Plain, yet
most attractive.
"With simple ordinary things You have decorated
Yourself, but You are so extraordinarily charming.
It is impossible to understand and to describe.
Generally in this world, the position of cowherd
boys is of no real significance. They represent the
lower section of society. But here in Vrndavana,
such a position is so wonderful and charming that we
find You all-attractive - hypnotizing us.
"And Your movement is very slow but sure. Your
movement is such that You don't care for anything
else in this world. Though You are in a lower
position, Your posture is such that apparently You
don't care for anything in this world. In You we
find the highest conception garbed in a very plain
way - but a very wonderful way. In connection with
You, things of ordinary value become charming.
Although I am the Creator and have created
everything, I fail to understand this sort of
creation. I am proud that I have created so many
things in the world, but I am overwhelmed to see the
beauty of the environment here in Vrndavana. Here
Your movement is slow, but sure and beautiful. You
may be the son of that human being who keeps the
cows; this is not a very high status in society or
in the scriptures, but it is the nature of Your
personality that whatever You do, You make it hold
the highest position. What is this! Whoever You may
be, my vanity is defeated. I take refuge at Your
holy feet - I surrender. Please help me to
understand what You really are." In this way, Brahma
surrendered. And so, Krsna is beyond the
understanding even of the creator of the universe.
He is infinite. And He is infinite not only in the
consideration of space, but also in the
consideration of time - He is infinite in every sort
of consideration. Infinite. His infinite potency is
represented in consciousness, in existence, and then
in dealings of love.
Absolute Sweetness
The scriptures give us three conceptions of the
infinite: Brahman, Paramatma, and Bhagavan. The
Brahman conception is the all-comprehensive
infinite. Whatever we can conceive is within it.
Paramatma is the smallest of the small: anor aniyan.
Whatever you can conceive of that is small, it is
smaller than that. And the Bhagavan, or personal
conception of Godhead, is of two types: one is as
the master of infinite majesty and power, and the
other is of absolute sweetness.
Jiva Goswami has given the essential meaning of
Bhagavan in his Bhakti-Sandarbha. He says, bhagavan
bhajaniya-sarva-sad-guna visistha. By Bhagavan, he
describes this aspect of infinite: bhajaniya,
worshipable. When we come in touch with Him, then we
want to surrender ourselves for His satisfaction -
that type of infinite. There are various types of
infinite. The highest conception of the infinite is
bhajaniya guna visistha: He is so beautiful and
attractive that He is attracting all to surrender to
Him. No other conception of the infinite, neither
infinite space, nor time, nor anything else can
approach this highest conception of the infinite:
the all-attractive infinite. All the other aspects
of the infinite - infinite time, infinite space,
infinite power - are external. But infinite love
which attracts love and self-surrender is the
highest type of infinite. And that is Krsna.
Attraction is the most fundamental element
everywhere. All else can be eliminated and forgotten
if we come in touch with attraction and love.
Everything can be ignored if we are in connection
with love. The fulfillment of our existence, of all
existence, of everything, is in love. Love is the
principle in the center which is the only
fulfillment of all existence. The very gist of
existence is there; it can't be ignored or
challenged by any other forms or aspects of our
substantial existence. It is unchallengeable and
absolute.
Whatever we may experience, the most central need
for fulfillment remains: love. The absolute king of
everything is love. Nothing can stand in comparison
with it. Coming in clash with the principle of love,
all will have to accept defeat. Mahaprabhu pointed
out that this is the most substantial thing in this
world.
Madhvacarya, in his conception of how one should
see the acarya, the spiritual master, could not
harmonize Brahma's bewilderment. After all, he is
the sampradaya guru, the foremost guru of the
tradition, the Brahma-Madhva-sampradaya. So
Madhvacarya omitted these two chapters on the
illusion of Brahma from Srimad-Bhagavatam. But
Mahaprabhu did not. He accepted Sridhara Swami's
edition, which is in accordance with the
suddhadvaita philosophy of Visnuswami. The
Visnuswami sampradaya are followers of ragamarga,
spontaneous devotion. Sridhara Swami included those
two chapters with his commentary, and Mahaprabhu
accepted that, and it is corroborated in
Caitanya-caritamrta. Madhvacarya could not
accommodate the idea that guru may be seduced. He
could not tolerate that guru may not know
everything, may not be omniscient, but Mahaprabhu
could.
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